not-normal-girl

I am confused. People are strange. What do they want from me? It's scary. I don't wanna talk to anyone. I am such a sociophobic, aren't I? But I can't do it any other way. So... They have to be patient. And I have to try to underestand. Seems impossible. Lolololololo. See ya, friends. Live long and prosper.

Well, fuck this. We wrote three tests at school today. And we are writing two more tomorrow. Geography mainly. I have no idea, what are we learning about right now. But that will be okay. (At least I hope so.) I have been thinking about my psychology very often lately. And I have found out many interesting informations. The first is that I have only few emotions. You know, I don't know, if I can feel some emotions, that humans should feel. But, mainly, I can feel anger. And it is very strong. And when I am angry, I am usually about to destroy things or hurt people. And, I have some... Violent tendencies. Well, it sounds interesting.

Peek in the shadow Come into the light You tell me I'm wrong Then you better prove you're right I do not know, if I have changed so much, but... You know... New obsession, new target, old song. And I am still walking in the cyrcle of obsessions-compulsions. Yes, I should visit psychiatrist, you do not have to tell me. One day I will perfectly freak out, that is clear. I love planes. They are the best.  I was on my vacation on Crete by plane. I loved the travel. I want to learn piloting. And I simply love Star Trek. The best TV series ever. Ahh, Spock, Bones, Kirk, Scotty, Chekov... Just awesome characters. And sci-fi. I a